Sporadic

It's the first day of April! Yahoo! Get those practical jokes ready boys and girls. Where are you whoopie cushions, your exploding peanut cans and your fake shit? Today is the day when anything to can happen to anyone and it's a free pass! You can't get mad! I will say that the only exception to this rule is that you can't do anything to anyone that will last longer than today. For instance, you cannot kill someone's rabbit and say, "April Fools!" and then tomorrow say, "that was suppose to be funny." That's the rule. Although, people who murder other people's rabbits are just cruel and deserve to be punished. Let's leave murder off the list for people and animals alike. Unless they're chickens.

That was a very random starting paragraph.

So I've been watching Parenthood. Anyone else? I don't know if it's just 10 time better than it should be because I am a parent, but that show has me shedding some tears (just a couple though, nothing like faucets on and overflowing sink!) but the main dad in this show, Adam, is going through a lot of shit. And this is shit that anyone can deal with. I guess that's the thing about this show that really gets to you. These are real situations and things that could happen to any dad. So far it's been Autism, daughter's boyfriends, family, baseball I mean the list goes on and on. Just seeing him keep it together through all of this has been really inspiring. I hate using that word about a television show. I hate being inspired by something that isn't true. I guess television's goal is to offer a glimpse of how much better we as people could be and let's try harder.

Anyway, it's a good show and start watching it.

A lot of things have been happening around me lately and I would love to jot them all down but I need to collect my thoughts first. Nothing bad but exhausting and I'm ready for a much needed break. I just would like a moment to slow down and relax. I will say that an argument was held last night over this and really had absolutely nothing to do with that link but it did start some word vomit and frustrations. I'm tired and I need to sleep. It just seems that I'm given the chance to sleep at the point when I'm not tired! That right there is a frustrating fact. Why do I get a chance for 8 hours of sleep at 9 o'clock at night? I'm sorry but I haven't done that since I was 10! I would like to go to bed at 11 or 12 o'clock and be able to sleep until 8 the next morning without interruption. I would like to choose the sleep pattern and maybe that will help. I do not want to be dictated when and where I will sleep. I'm rambling again.

Okay brain, calm down.

I will have an actual insightful blog next time.